Shocking

I found my blogger spot again! A lot has been happening in my life and the future now scares me. I no I'm going to die so here I want to show the world what I want. This I suppose is my last will and testament.

I love everyone in my life but most of all the little boy called Ryan who I have called my son. It fills me with joy hearing him calling me dad. I want him to have all my cuddly toys and my video camera so he can make more news reports like he did when he was little.

I want to thank Christiana for everything shes done shes such a good soul and I hate it when she cries. I want her to have my camera and do what she loves most taking pictures.

I want to leave my brother my motorbike and my sister my car and my 2 nephews the scaletrix Christiana bought for me that present was the best present ever.

Any money that I have I want my dad to have for putting up with me for so many years.

When I die I don't want there to be any arguments about where I will be or what will happen to me. Please do the following. I want to be cremated and put at Kingsdown Crematorium. Please do not bury me I don't want to rot away in a box. I want there to be music that I like and not religious at all. I want my son there and it be a happy time for him remembering happy things. Christiana has letters and things please make sure she doesn't get too depressed.

Please take care of my son he made me smile so much and I am so proud of him make sure he has something to remember me by. Give him my cap and necklace. I will always be around him I couldn't have children but I had him.

To all the people who left me when I needed them who didn't come and visit I forgive you all life is short.